Conspiracy theories....

As life moves forward I have a nagging feeling that just does not want to vanish. For over a decade I have been down rabbit holes of different conspiracy theories. Turns out that one after another is coming to light and actually being true be it about chemtrails, the murder of JFK, 911, the Bank frauds or elite families running the planet.
Not to put blame on myself but it feels like I am done with these energies. All kinds of Conspiracy theories have had enough of my energy I think, no matter where they come from may be from a spiritual vantage point or irl. I have been feeding these theories without thinking of doing it since I just wanted to enligthen people by informing them.
The thing is NOT everyone or everything is out to get me and it never has. If was supposed to leave this body it would have manifested already when I was an infant constantly ill. It did not happen and most likely will not. As I am watching fb-friends firing up posts about this and that in order to inform their fellow humans (no pun intended) it is like having a splinter in my finger that does not want to get removed.
So I have made the decision to take the splinter out and turn my energy were it actually helps me improve both my self and my life consciously . Shouting from the roof tops has never helped anybody who is not willing to listen. Everyone is on their own journey and in their own pace period. I can't change another divine being cause that is what we are. I can however be the best version of myself to my best knowledge.
Take great care of each other this ride will get bumpier .... I'm sure of it.